Peter Mansell, Dewald Botha and Jodie Taylor: the three examples of their personal stories are very different, but all have one thing in common: without a narrative they would appear very mundane to the viewer.
I was unable to view all the images created by Jodie Taylor, except the image of the garage block, but was able to get a feel for the type of images she had created as she returned to her childhood locations.
I didn’t feel that the set of images created by Dewald Botha in the Ring Road portrayed exactly how he felt. He said that he started out the project “as an exploration of a physical object”, but over time the project became more personal, and developed into a “metaphor for distance placed and personal limits reached”. Simply viewing his images would not have given me an understanding of this development had I not read his narrative accompanying the images.
The project which resonated with me most was that of Peter Mansell. I am not a paraplegic, and thankfully I am now fit and active. However, this was not always the case, as I grew up a chronic asthmatic in the days before the new generation on inhalers. I now lead an active life due to the medication, not because I have “grown out” of asthma. When I was young I was crippled by the desease, at a time when not much was known about it. When I managed to get to school, which was rare, I was bullied because the other children thought I had an infectious desease. As I write this I realise how much of my childhood I have chosen to forget, and this is bringing it back. Peter Mansell said he could write about his experiences, or create pictures, but “in doing so, the reader or viewer would have to rely wholly on my imagination and abilities of expression”. He felt that using photography as the medium there is “a direct relationship with reality at its centre”.
In the past I have tried writing about my childhood experiences without success, but perhaps I will think about Peter Mansell’s approach to exploring his disability and consider photography as the most appropriate medium.
When viewing an image, the viewer will always project their own experiences and emotions onto the image. I initially feel defensive when I lose control of one of my images in this way, followed by a period of anger. Why can’t people see an image as I do? Then the anger passes and my confidence in my ability drains away. I have a tendency to hide my images away on my laptop, instead of displaying them on social media or publicise the URL to my blog. This has made me realise I should be more open and display my images for others to see. What others make of them is a matter for those viewers not me.










